A bit about writing

I wrote this short piece on writing while working on my Thesis for the completion of my Holistic Healing Education with MNSHS  (So I am finally graduated after 4 yrs of working on the transformative powers of the mind which I will talk about in detail sometime on this blog)… I am sharing it here and wondering how much this experience resonates with all of you who write…  much love,

When i am writing from my core , my creative self, the writing seems to be taking charge of me rather than me taking control… trying to keep my fingers (or pen) up to speed with the pictures that flash in my mind… the more complex words that seem to have been folded neatly in tiny gift boxes to be delivered in these special writing instances… everytime I find access to this gift-shop it seems I simply fall in love with this rather magical space within me…

There are days where no words would come regardless of any conscious effort to make it flow… I try to put in the work and I continue to read, hoping against hope that I do find my gift room again… but I am lost in the usual maze and see no way out… and when finally as if teasing me, my creativity would start to spark… like fireworks, waking me up in the middle of the night, where my body is too tired to move and the thoughts keep flashing through my head and I force myself to sleep, hoping (against hope again) that tomorrow I will know my way back… but.. offcourse you know the rest of the story…